Evermore

Missing what I tell myself I don’t want

What I’ll never allow myself again

I don’t need it

I don’t need

I know it’s a lie

The deepest parts of me know

What my heart will always long for

I can’t risk it

I can’t risk

I know it will hurt

Maybe one day I’ll close that wound forever

Find enough inside myself

I won’t fall for it

I won’t fall

I know better, now.