I always have to rub my eyes after crying
As if I am allergic to my own tears
Puffy red itchy eyes
Betray the evidence of my vulnerability
I have never been good with emotions
Even my body has a reaction to them
Leaking their poisonous trail down my cheeks
A blood letting in a new world
But I know if I bottle them up
Refuse to let the tears flow
I will drown myself in my own sorrow
So I let them pool and spill
Evermore 
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