Evermore

I wake up wrapped in the warmth of my insecurity blanket.

The weight of it holds me to the ground.

I can’t breathe you in.

The chorus of angels whisper in my ear, all the same

I will never be what you want me to be

I’ll never be enough

Still you are here with me, to catch me when I fall hard

Head over heals, despite my practiced grace

I tried not to

I can not navigate this new world of calm skies and easy waters

I crave the stormy seas I have known

It echos my soul