Evermore

A million tiny tornadoes fill my mind
one for each worry
each insecurity
each self doubt
causing chaos
confusion
as some run their destructive course they dissipate
others merge together
creating more destruction
what if one day they all collide
all the worries blending together
into one giant cyclone of crippling fear
then what will I become
but a chronic force of self destruction
I cannot let it be
so for now I manage my tiny tornadoes
a little bit of chaos isn’t so bad anyway